Have a real heavy heart and think it is one of the worse feelings ever. I know only I can cure this but I hate knowing I have to do it by myself. Ever have those times where you feel like all your best friends have lost touch for one reason or another? I wish God didn't use my friends to test my patience so often. I want my friends to always be my constant and keep me sane :)
I love that friends trust that they can come to me for advice and talk about some difficult topics. I love giving advice, being open and honest and just talking things through with others. The talking helps me as well, because although I might seem to have my life together it isn't always perfect cupcakes :) Challenges are good for all of us but we have to be willing to tackle the challenges and not let the challenge take control of our lives. I am so lucky to have friends all over the country but I wonder at times if things would be easier if I could see some of them on a more regular basis.
Everything happens for a reason (as I've said before) but we don't always have to understand those reasonings when we begin to question something. Here are some of my questions lately: why do boyfriends come into a friends life and the friend forgets how to be a friend? why do adults feel it so difficult to make a decison for themself without approval of someone else? why does the one that has a piece of your heart make life seem that much more difficult? New things are bound to happen, when one door closes there is another one open behind you. When it feels like many doors are closing there must be so many great opportunities in the works...one can only hope I guess.
I feel better already! Writing really is a great release and always a strategy I will recommend to others :)
With Love!
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